I go through these... fits. Fits of wanting to do something. I hate that I don't use the talents that I do have, or the abilities or whatever it is that you want to call them. I haven't painted since High School. I haven't written since High School. I haven't knitted in two years, and my jewellery making supplies are starting to gather dust.
I want to buy a camera, one made especially for photography. 600$ that I don't have. I want to sculpt, I want to paint, I want to sing and play guitar. I don't seem to have time, because I'm working so hard to pay rent and bills. I don't have the money, because it all goes to rent and bills. I don't real